No
one remembered the definitive moment that the baby’s screams
stopped clawing the afternoon heat with rips of anxiety
They
just became aware of the silence which struck to the gut with its
sickening reason
The
father’s hand fell away from clutching her dress
Family
blood running familiar
clotting
in the sidewalk
Her
small body hit his as they both went down
down
with
no opposite ever to occur again
The
police chief wiped his brow, thinking of the paperwork
Lucky
they were Hispanic; less money to buy trouble for him
but
the baby getting shot was still going to take some explanation
The
mother was being sick on the molten tarmac
smell
of trauma and city mixed
Hitting
her head with empty hands
forever
empty hands
feeling
the rip in her womb
The
sound of that internal scream was rising, forcing its high fury and
pain out through every pore
On
all fours
swaying
incoherent hurling incantations to curse her husband for using their
baby as a shield
The
marksmen exited to waiting vehicles
with
debriefings to get the official line
they
did not even exchange a look
but
one looked at her
and
felt repulsion for this outpouring
out
there in full view bare and raw
He
wanted to fuck her
Fuck
her on the road, ram her ass and throw her down so her head split
blood red gash
Then
she turned and caught his eye
knew
what this white policia was thinking
Seen
that look before, felt those grabbing hands
heard
the insults, been hit by spit
She
caught his eye, hurled her ancestry
and
the power of the grandmothers flew to avenge
First
they ate those dead eyes
Then
they pulled out that dead heart
and
cackling, reduced him to slivers of flesh
the
American flag to hoist high
No comments:
Post a Comment