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I follow your body
a surge of want
an intent that pushes into mine
I don't know what will happen next
we are into the river
singing, illuminated, broken and freed
and I am scared
resisting the ocean
yet it pushes up from my mouth, my heart
I wanted to call you my soul
but I hesitated

There are pictures of you no-one will ever see
back waters, imaginings, rushes
I do not know where all the wanting went

Forgive me Lord for I did not live my life
Forgive me Lord for I censored myself

Illusions