Thursday, December 12, 2019

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The astrologers say there may be shocks at this time. Today I thought: What if my father comes back from the dead?
Then I gorged on ice-cream and chocolate and thought: How do I leap again?


And I look at a photo of an old love and see a prayer mark on his forehead
He's talking about the i-ching and his place in this world


And don't think I'm singling anyone out
No, the faces are all one
but I turned mine away
from all their languages and all their pretence and all their wanting things to be this way or that and all their complications


Those stories, I don't even want them as fiction
I have changed all my mirrors and now only look at videos of myself because I want a moving image


Yes. You. And you. And you. If you're reading. You were a hero suicide.