I have waited such a long time
struggling in the noose
remembering its shape as a magician's
eight
the infinity of you
spread before me as a painting, as an
ocean, as a memory
a poem in form
I have waited
and searched for forgetfulness
Yet
I ungrasp my fingers and still feel
your touch
I tie the blindfold but you are
everywhere in the darkness
I try not to speak your name but it
resounds
unspoken upon my lips for so many years
still circled in the sky
radiant